Sunday, October 18, 2009

WhT I DoInG Nw? WhT ThInKiNg Nw?

today i find her have a dinner with me
i also don know why i will find her?
she really a nice girl
even we are break but she still treat me as their best fren
i also so happy and so appreciate her
now i see her so happy so relax i also so happy
actually is me too bad can't do well as a BF
i break with her is bcos i had other stupid lover
and
my family member don like their family back ground
not bcos her ( EX )
my grandmom worry about me couple with her (EX)
i just don wan my Grandmom worry me
and
don wan my family member always
talking about her (EX) in front of me
and
i don wan to hurt her so i just make this decision
BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know when i tell her this thing she will very so hurt
but really don how to do already
but all this thing had pass
the thing had pass just let it go
just put it in memory
so i hope we really keep our relationship in bes best fren really
hope u happy forever....

疯了傻了

我六天没睡觉了
我真得睡不着
不是我不想睡
而是我头脑根本不想休息
我现在这样做到底是对还是错
我到底在走着什么路
我现在最想要就是找到一份好工作
因为我不要再过这些生活了
每天到要算算算钱
用多真的会死人

疯了傻了

我已经六天没睡觉了.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

这几天我真的不知在做什么东西,就好像没了生命那样没表情没精神没有方向。
我真的不知要做什么。
我现在一要想东西我就会头很痛真的很痛。
这些曰子及时才可以脱离我?
现在我真的很烦。
烦着找工作。
i really wan to change my life style now......
if not i really will crazy.....
i don know wht i will do after i crazy...
gud pls help me..