Make Slomeone So Disappointed

why i so stupid?
why i make her so disappointed?
why i don think properly?
wht can i do for her now?
she don trust me i will care~~
i do all the think is just for her~~
why she can't feel it?
when i explain with her she really so angry on me~~~

NeW WoRk~~

this week is my 1st week working at Dimer wasser...

just just like yesterday..

john suddenlly tell we settle all the thing before 14 Dec..

actually is too rush to finish all this thing

really so stress

and he tell me help Brian to settle up all that thing....

but Brian like............

Haiz...............

Wht Happen To Me

am i crazy already?
why today i tell her?
i really crazy jo...
all on my mind just got her?
damn la....
someone can help me la
how i do i can attract her?
change my style?
or just do back myself?
or improve myself?
i had try my best to improve myself......
everyday i also try to changing.......
so i hope i can do it.....
and i must get it

That's The Way It Is

I can read your mind andi know your story

I see what yo're going through

It's an uphill climb, and i'm feeling sorry

but i know it will come to you

Don't surrender cause you can win

In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer

I don't know what tosy, no

But it's plain to see, if you stick together

You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender cause you can win

In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow

And loneliness starts to call

Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow

Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow

And loneliness starts to call

Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow

Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and heart's left in doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

That's the way it is

That's the way it is, babe

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

WhT I DoInG Nw? WhT ThInKiNg Nw?

today i find her have a dinner with me

i also don know why i will find her?

she really a nice girl

even we are break but she still treat me as their best fren

i also so happy and so appreciate her

now i see her so happy so relax i also so happy

actually is me too bad can't do well as a BF

i break with her is bcos i had other stupid lover

and

my family member don like their family back ground

not bcos her ( EX )

my grandmom worry about me couple with her (EX)

i just don wan my Grandmom worry me

and

don wan my family member always

talking about her (EX) in front of me

and

i don wan to hurt her so i just make this decision

BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know when i tell her this thing she will very so hurt

but really don how to do already

but all this thing had pass

the thing had pass just let it go

just put it in memory

so i hope we really keep our relationship in bes best fren really

hope u happy forever....

疯了傻了

我六天没睡觉了

我真得睡不着

不是我不想睡

而是我头脑根本不想休息

我现在这样做到底是对还是错

我到底在走着什么路

我现在最想要就是找到一份好工作

因为我不要再过这些生活了

每天到要算算算钱

用多真的会死人

疯了傻了

我已经六天没睡觉了.

这几天我真的不知在做什么东西，就好像没了生命那样没表情没精神没有方向。
我真的不知要做什么。
我现在一要想东西我就会头很痛真的很痛。
这些曰子及时才可以脱离我？
现在我真的很烦。
烦着找工作。
i really wan to change my life style now......
if not i really will crazy.....
i don know wht i will do after i crazy...
gud pls help me..

什么笑？

爱你

我对你是认真的。
每当你发生事我都会很担心
。做么这些感觉就总是冷冰冰的？
做么为了他就可以一次又一次的等？
一次又一次的给机会他？
骗了你一次难道他还可以相信吗？
我一直的陪着你难道你都感觉不到吗？
为了他可以等可以一次又一次给机会他，做么我又不能呢？
要我等多久都无所谓！！！！！！
要我一直陪着你都无所谓！！！！！！
我自是要一次的机会就可以了，就一次可以吗？
在你心里他真的那么重要吗？
一次又一次的伤害你但你还要一次又一次的去等他。
为什么？为什么？为什么！！！！！！
我不想看到你在背着臭男人伤害多一次。。。。

人身路

每个人都会有这机会走这条路。
有些人一出来就不用烦怎么走就可以很好过。
现在也就是时候踏出我人神第一应该要走的路了。
没人帮我！
没人知道我的苦恼！
没人会体谅我！
就业要找一个人来帮也没有！
真的很辛苦
真的不好走
以前还可以笑着来面对问题做么现在就不能了？
很想大笑一场，但笑也笑不出。
但是现在想到都想哭！都想逃避！
就连我没试过会失眠的都会发生！
真的每晚会睡下就醒。
一醒了就会想到哭。
我很想和她说但怕烦到她。
她就是我想保护的人。
我不想每个人问到我（你最近好吗？ 做些什么）我都不回答也不敢再我家人和亲戚面前抬起头！
他们全都很厉害就只有我什么都没有。

想回到过去

真的烦死人。做么就不能每天都没烦恼呢？
这些都是我自己造成的。
做么不好好的珍惜时间？
做么就这样把它白白的浪费？
做么要在后悔是才知道才醒觉？
我不想现在的我。
我恨现在的我。
我讨厌现在的我。
这不是我要的自己。
我失去自我失去信任也失去了我以前的光辉。
在小小就领人很讨好。
大了就令人很失望。
读书时赢了微风但也就这样输了自我。
我就输了我的一切。
为什么偏偏要的却不是我。
我真的很想回到过去。
很想珍惜我拥有的时间。
很想可以给家人很放心的。
我真的很想时间可一刀流回去再给我一次的机会。
就一次就够了，我真的会200%的珍惜时间。